Alienic

Alienic, illmatic I've been feeling like I came here from another planet Introverted, psychotic I sit here in silence but I got my eyes watching Nostalgic, traumatic Like a soldier from a war I can never forget Underrated, cinematic Living like I'm in movie but keep it real like I'm Truman I ain't even post none cause you ain't need to know what I'm bout to do I ain't really talk much cause you ain't need to know what I'm bout to say I ain't really give a f*ck and you know I ain't got shit to prove Hold the pistol like controller bitch you know I don't fuckin play So f*ck your opinions F*ck the jurisdiction I got my own mission That's 2020 vision Don't need no description Don't need no permission I just gotta have it like it's my fucking prescription I can't really tell why I'm feeling so low Voices in my head when I feel so high I can feel my demons taking over my soul Ain't nobody know when you look so fly Do you wanna take my hand and break free I'll give you all my light you'll see what I see I can't really tell what you see in me I just wanna know if you believe in me Alienic, illmatic I've been feeling like I came here from another planet Introverted, psychotic I sit here in silence but I got my eyes watching Nostalgic, traumatic Like a soldier from a war I can never forget Underrated, cinematic Living like I'm in movie but keep it real like I'm Truman Swimming in my head got me drowning in my thoughts All the tears I shed now I'm feeling like a boss All the money that I spend don't give a damn how much it cost I know myself I'm blessed I'm winning but I'm feeling like I lost I don't understand yeah I feel like they don't get it Or maybe I'm just faded Memories been wasted Maybe just forget it Right now is the present Unwrapping a new moment Don't you feel excitement Anxiety is killing me And paranoia stopping me It's telling me to stay lowkey With all my demons next to me Trynna save me but I'm in too deep I feel so numb and I can't breath I need your help but I can't speak I need you now stay next to me Cause if you don't well you can leave Been all alone that's how I live Don't need no one just need the chips F*ck everyone imma go get rich I can't really tell why I'm feeling so low Voices in my head when I feel so high I can feel my demons taking over my soul Ain't nobody know when you look so fly Do you wanna take my hand and break free I'll give you all my light you'll see what I see I can't really tell what you see in me I just wanna know if you believe in me