Self Awareness

I'm loving myself for the ones that wouldn't Hate how they say what I can what I shouldn't Flights long nights man f*ck it I book it I hate the space I can't leave I'm stuck in Don't love me I wouldn't either Plenty needs, golden retriever Overseas with a ton of appeal From a whole lotta people I'm never to meet em' Overcomplicate I leave her to need her Family tight like a wet white beater Fans on shit with the way I treat em But how can I love with no love to feed em I'm overly stressed, money is great when the family is blessed But not when I struggle to sleep or to rest Hurts when my heart beats me out my chest Hurts when I'm dying and think that I'm next Hurts when I feel how I feel tonight Gotta whole stress on the wheel tonight I swerve lanes eyes closed what's real tonight I'm loving myself for the ones that wouldn't Hate how they say what I can what I shouldn't Flights long nights man f*ck it I book it Cus I hate the space I can't leave I'm stuck in Stuck in, 2 for 2 on the bucket bucket. Used to ball with a bucket Hoops were high priced, and we just weren't lucky Love my mom and I love my family Love my friends that's close that stand with me Never gave a shit but a fake mentality Casually that's how you end up in casualties I said take a step back, and reflect Not everything is perfect, ya a blessing Can really seem so worth it, y'all forgetting A curse works, hurts, turns blessings into messy check me Will to a will it's a will or a wont. And a change and a chance that you just gotta make Never lived down cus when I had nothing man, I still had something it's a matter of faith I'm loving myself for the ones that wouldn't Hate how they say what I can what I shouldn't Flights long nights man f*ck it I book it Cus I hate the space I can't leave I'm stuck in Don't love me I wouldn't either Plenty needs, golden retriever Overseas with a ton of appeal From a whole lotta people I'm never to meet em Overcomplicate I leave her to need her Family tight like a wet white beater Fans on shit with the way I treat em But how can I love with no love to feed em, uh I'm feeding my positive energy I got too many people with shit to say in traits they know they could never be Anything's possible when prepped mentally Loving myself… said I'm loving my…self, ya I walk with a confidence cus ugly thoughts are popular And ugly thoughts can kinda turn a lover to a monster And the love you give is mental And the life you live is special And the thoughts you can affect you Love yourself then love the rest you gotta say I'm loving myself for the ones that wouldn't Lost awareness and I know who took it Positive energy giving it back So, I sit back now and just laugh and react cus my self awareness