Left 4 Dead

I've been stuck in my head Don't know when I'll get out again Pain sticks around for some years She knows she left me for dead I'm fed up You saying that we should stay together I don't know if I'd put the effort Changing my mind like the weather I'm impulsive Changing my minds racing I can't take it Looking for someone to save me I think that's unattainable I turn the tables though Why can't I let go of this Im over this right Do you know what it feels like My soul wont break but I might die My heart can't fake, it don't feel right I look for love but I feel blind Don't know if I'm right Dont know if I'm wrong I paint a picture in my head I put it in a song I've been stuck in my head Don't know when I'll get out again Pain sticks around for some years She knows she left me for dead I'm fed up You saying that we should stay together I don't know if I'd put the effort Changing my mind like the weather I'm impulsive Changing my minds racing I can't take it Looking for someone to save me I think that's unattainable I turn the tables though Why can't I let go of this Im over this right I was always on the run Really want to be alone Now I got my wish granted It don't feel like it I just need my space Everybody leave the room All that's left is me Feels like I'm in my tomb Feelings getting out of hand Lungs filled with the gas Bloody lines on my wrist I don't know where my life at I been living in my head I just really need rest I just really need rest I've been stuck in my head Don't know when I'll get out again Pain sticks around for some years She knows she left me for dead I'm fed up You saying that we should stay together I don't know if I'd put the effort Changing my mind like the weather I'm impulsive Changing my minds racing I can't take it Looking for someone to save me I think that's unattainable