Real Salvation

Darkness crawled In my head At such an early age That it felt like home I never knew anything else Nothing could save me Cause I didn't know that I needed saving Traveled through those black holes So many times when I was young That it felt like home I never knew anything else Still keeps me waking up It's taking me away Set my body on fire Burn my soul, burn me alive Get the gas set my body on fire Burn my soul you can burn me alive Good fucking luck torching my mind Trust me I've tried Wait a second I'm waking up Woke The glass ain't half empty, seeing wrong Just get your mind right and you'll be strong Don't keep yourself away Yeah I try But f*ck It's hard To break Old patterns of thinking To just be me And stop worrying So I can break away What everyone else is thinking Saw a world outside of my own People were happy, not so alone I was never the same So don't pray for me Pray for yourself So that your blinders can be removed Don't tell me, don't fucking tell me Yeah don't tell me I'm lost You're lost I'm found And this salvation is real And this salvation is real