lovable.mp3

Regret exposing my heart again Breaking what still had to mend Glad to see that you’re doing fine Do I deserve this hurt for crossing lines? I hate the yearn, how it enraptures me Under my own sick curse, I can barely breathe I'm awake while I'm dreaming Wanna stay, but it’s seeming Like I’m chasing false realities Do you think I’m lovable just because I’m hot? I’ll answer for you, I assure you that I’m not But I can be gullible, so come and shoot your shot And I might believe that I can be someone I’m not Alright I can’t keep dipping my heart in shallow pools of intimacy When it was made to swim through oceans, deep seas To truly breathe, to truly beat Can’t keep learning to unlearn Keep falling and getting hurt My soul gets sucked into the ether Can’t complain about it either I always knew what I was doing Fear is such a motivator, but hope puts you in danger I probably won’t end up fine But for a moment in time, I can believe that I’m Do you think I’m lovable just because I’m hot? I’ll answer for you, I assure you that I’m not But I can be gullible, so come and shoot your shot And I might believe that I can be someone I’m not So you think I’m lovable even though I’m not I can’t believe that what I’m selling’s getting bought You must be so gullible, you must not have thought But it could be good so I guess we could give it a shot