THE PRESENT FEELING?

Isn’t life just the present feeling? Isn’t life just the present feeling? You tell me that you care But you act so fucking cold I feel so damn confused And it’s getting really old We keep chasing the horizon But we don’t look at the sun And we wonder why we feel So alone with everyone We believe so many lies Around intimacy And we run from the past And forget to breathe You’re that okay With losing me? You’re such a fucking Heartless freak I get so lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Isn’t life just the present feeling? Isn’t life just the present feeling? Why am I the crazy one For falling in love and having fun? Don’t say I’m the crazy one For having feelings and having fun Did you really not think That wouldn’t hurt me? Don’t you know how much My heart tends to bleed? I’m still a human, growing, Breaking, and healing And I don’t get how you f*ck But don't feel anything It’s not always about you Don’t you think my feelings matter too Don’t make me feel insane For saying what’s inside my brain I’m in pain I get so lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Isn’t life just the present feeling? Isn’t life just the present feeling? Why am I the crazy one For falling in love and having fun? Don’t say I’m the crazy one For having feelings and having fun Is it my brain? My heart’s in pain Guess it’s my fault for assuming I’m included In your mind The way you take up space in mine Think about you all the time Isn’t life just the present feeling? Isn’t life just the present feeling? I get so lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Lonely in my mind Why is peace so hard to find? Why am I the crazy one For falling in love and having fun? Don’t say I’m the crazy one For having feelings and having fun Isn’t life just the present feeling? Isn’t life just the present feeling?