Even Though I Say

How I try to pick up what I leave behindThe trail of lies follows me all the timeI've known all along the difference of right or wrongThe damage has been done and I can't just rewindBut I can try and try and try 'cause it makes me feel aliveAnd even though I sayI'm sorry I'm this wayAnd even though I've changedPeople stay the sameAnd even though I don't playI've become fair gameAnd if your looking at meLike I'm the cause of you live in hellWell take a look at yourselfHow you cry when I leave for the other sideSomething makes me wanna go away but I can't decideYou knew all along the difference of right and wrongThis movie feels like it's too long but you can't just rewindBut you can try and try and try if it makes you feel aliveAnd even though I sayI'm sorry I'm this wayAnd even though I've changedPeople stay the sameAnd even though I don't playI've become fair gameAnd if your looking at meLike I'm the cause of you live in hellWell take a look at yourselfYou make me feel like I'm so smallI keep sinking in this holeI'm getting closer to the edgeOne more step and watch me fallYou said some much I believed it allYou can lie and lie and lieIf it makes you feel aliveAnd even though I sayI'm sorry I'm this wayAnd even though I've changedPeople stay the sameAnd even though I don't playI've become fair gameAnd if your looking at meLike I'm the cause of you live in hellWell take a look at yourselfJust take a look atWell take a look at yourself