Jealousies

Now i'm in the process so im bout to reflect Coordination flawless you can check the reflex Ownership scared to get they feet wet Got a grip from that pussy she a squeeze cat The centerfold of my feed magazine My pedal to the floor but no gas or lean Trynna save the earth imma earth sign Thinking bout myself for the first time Open mind open eyes open wide Give it time hear the rhymes learn to rise My studios the sanctuary like the church My artistry contemporary like your work Zodiac emotions flowing through my veins Sharpening my focus thats from all the pain My Father told me life is really like a game So I strategize efficiency and learned to save Big bank we'll see whats up i'm touching 30 Been made for this year and now i'm getting sturdy Been fucking around I been smoking a pounds Bad habits I have ain't no settling down Hearing harmonies in my mind phantom of the opera Everybody gone pick a side but they-self conscious I don't think that you could survive by yourself Honestly it's probably misogyny That homie sick clouded faith My religion is the music and thats its never changed Had to keep it real speaking like i'm charlamage Smith and Weston you know that we best friends I got her on my side sending a message Not no side bitch loyalties privilege We rolling four wheel drive and a lift kit Trucking on em How I do it when i'm in a mood fucking on em Not receiving any bad news somethings coming Got me snacking on some cashews god I love it Feeling nervous cause you ready for the next step Grasping everything but the air cause you out of breath If I showed you that I cared would you show respect? Guess I had to make it clear so you see the effects I need some time independent I need some life in the business Feels like i'm missing on Christmas But its part of my wishlist God he blessed me I'm gifted Look in the mirror and I see a pair of twins trynna figure it out I got a lot of schemes that I keep scribbling down I used to pop beans at 19 felt like a clown Now i'm on a wave I don't play i'm bout the future moving short term in long ways I got a boat off the coast Francisco bay It's not a joke or emote this an nft I'm the fungible goat only 1 of me They sell they soul for some hope and check for pay I don't really wanna know what you do okay Cause the love that you showing really spews your taste Jealousy a road but I drove away Cause I never pick a side when its love or hate