G.O.A.S. Graduation of a Saint

I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this My life was never gravy nobody could save me and it was crazy Cause I had the lying chance of dying baby with rabies All the emotional baggage of bastard father that vanished And a verbally abusive mother leaving me tragically damaged I couldn't stand it yo, I was manically trapped in static Just for status above the average I ravaged havoc to savage panic Nothing was ever handed as I was often reprimanded The judge the jury the courts they labeled me a bandit My fist and feet were really quite unique and became a weapon While testing lessons manifesting blessings steady ducking heaven Trying to get the hell out but it was shrouded with doubt Tried to climb up and out but it was covered with many clouds Now let me tell you something this boy he started with nothing No mother no father no family just everyday tough loving I'm staring at the sky and I'm wondering why I didn't die And I'm trying not to cry as I realized that I survived Believe me when I tell you that I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this Indulge me for a minute cause man this kind of hurts me As I tell you about this story on this young boys journey Becoming a man at eleven, straight to hell with no heaven The trauma started at seven no open arms for any helping I had to learn quickly frenemies was my enemies Forgiving eternally for the epitome of what they did to me Cause I'm sitting here grinning while reminiscing on the beginning Just pretending I'm winning still no fam and no happy ending It's been a long road but on my life I tell you I made it And I ain't going to front its been way to complicated I fell a few times and often times I just stumble I quickly bounced back while other times I would just crumble I've learned a lot from my endeavors now I'm better to storm the weather I shrug when it's cold then I smile and put on my sweater In the midst of a bomb I remain calm and do no harm Denouncing my wrong and staying strong to my bond Believe me when I tell u that I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this I can show you. Don't you hold me back I would die for this. I would die for this