Gains 'n Losses

No more living life the wrong way I just wanna fly one day Open up the sky, one way Wind up in my eyes Hoping I don't die away It's like everyday uh uh It's like everyday yuh Tryna find a way uh uh Tryna find a way up So much in my heart, it's filled with pain I'm tryna find a way to break this chain I don't know why but I lose what I gain It's hard to let you know And it's hard to even show What I got inside No you don't even know Everyday that I wake up I wake up put my guard up No I cannot let it down Cause they tryna get me yuh They hit my phone, they like Richie where the old you I done seen it all and it's too much just to show you Hearts have been broke Secrets been told So I let go No I can't hold I won't fade away I won't fade away No more living life the wrong way I just wanna fly one day Open up the sky, one way Wind up in my eyes Hoping I don't die away It's like everyday uh uh It's like everyday yuh Tryna find a way up up Tryna find a way up So much in my heart, it's filled with pain I'm tryna find a way to break this chain I don't know why but I lose what I gain