How I Love You

I catch myself tiptoeing around you Won't ask for help, I don't want to upset you I'm outta touch with my feelings And I'm too scared to admit it I feel like a ghost, can't see my reflection I hate the way that I crave your affection I'm outta touch with my feelings And I'm too scared to admit it Better off I don't think, better off I lie It'll be too painful leaving you behind, oh Staring at the back door open But I'm frozen I don't know why I still choose you Maybe you're just what I'm used to Too focused on all of your feelings I didn't notice when I was bleeding I don't know why I still want you Maybe 'cause I can't see above you Making myself just a little bit smaller So you can feel just a little bit taller But that's just how I love you Talk in my sleep 'cause all I have is nightmares You're not what I need, but right now I don't care 'Cause I can tell that you're happy That's the burden I'll carry It's not hard to see but it's hard to leave You're not everything, just the only thing I've ever known So how could I go? I don't know why I still choose you Maybe you're just what I'm used to Too focused on all of your feelings I didn't notice when I was bleeding I don't know why I still want you Maybe 'cause I can't see above you Making myself just a little bit smaller So you can feel just a little bit taller But that's just how I love you That's just, that's just how I (oh) That's just, that's just how I (I really love you) That's just, that's just How I love you (I really love you) That's just, that's just how I That's just, that's just how I (oh) That's just, that's just, that's just (I really love you) That's just, that's just I don't know why I still choose you Maybe you're just what I'm used to Too focused on all of your feelings Didn't notice when I was bleeding I don't know why I still want you 'Cause I can't see above you Making myself just a little bit smaller So you can feel just a little bit taller That's just how I love you