Progress

I'm rock bottom But at least I'm down here looking real cute, hm I kinda wanted All the ugly, all the bad, all the good, ah-ah-ah If I don't deal with it now it's gonna come back to me That used to be the story of my life Being tryna make peace with my anxiety Anything I feel is fine I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor At least I'm not suppressing anymore I'm telling myself what I tell all my friends Baby a hot mess is progress I used to cry twice a year, now I cry like twice a day It feels so stupid to say, my friends like, "Girl, you okay?" And I'm not all the way there but I'm still finding my way I'm tryna figure it out (and that's hard) I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor At least I'm not suppressing anymore I'm telling myself what I tell all my friends Baby a hot mess is progress I used to be afraid of letting go So I would never be emotional I'm telling myself what I tell all my friends Baby a hot mess is progress If I don't deal with it now it's gonna come back to me That used to be the story of my life Been tryna make peace with my anxiety Anything I feel is fine I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor At least I'm not suppressing anymore I'm telling myself what I tell all my friends Baby a hot mess is progress I used to be afraid of letting So I would never be emotional I'm telling myself what I tell all my friends Baby a hot mess is progress Baby a hot mess is progress Yeah, baby a hot mess is progress