Sunset in Purgatory

I'm not even listening my mind is my mistress It's best if I just play along I know I've been distant but pain is a blessing I don't even feel so wrong I never would seek it the pressure I'm feeling In my chest, that you sent alone See My pride Be My light I can't seem to satisfy those eyes, got a feeling that I don't mean nothing Let me show you a dream for some too cold Promise me that it won't change nothing Shame me But how could I see it? The pain when I'm breathing I can't even help my own self My life's not a virtue, you said I won't hurt you Guess I'll give into myself I couldn't deceive it, I haven't been sleeping You own all of me See My pride Be My light I can't seem to satisfy those eyes, got a feeling that I don't mean nothing Let me show you a dream for some to cold Promise me that it won't change nothing Hate me, play me some sort of fool Shame me But you can't save what you never know Hold me down Hold me down Can't stand me now Hold me down Take me out Take me out Can't stand me now Take me out You want it you've seen it Can't stand it but need it So put on a show Let me comfort my demons