Electric Nausea

There’s something about us that isn’t right By the way that we kiss and the way we sleep alone at night The things we’ve been doing when we’re both out of sight I still love you the most but I’m convinced that it’s a different type And I tried everything I could to put my heart in line Fucking in the dark and feeling numb inside Is this the way it feels to have your true love die And it’s true Everything I see is in electric blue Only kissing strangers could’ve changed that hue I’m living for myself instead of just for you So I’d rather be lonely And live for the moment I’ll meet my friends in the strobe lights And feel all the love from the night life So I’d rather be lonely I hate your controlling I’ll caress my pain on the dance floor I’ll let myself go and then go more I’ll take my belongings and return my key By the time that you read this I’m gone and you’ll be be rid of me To walk away is feeling bittersweet But to stay is way harder and I’m only the boy who’s weak I tried everything I could to put my heart in line Fucking in the dark and feeling numb inside Is this the way it feels to have your true love die And it’s true Everything I see is in electric blue Only kissing strangers could’ve changed that hue I’m living for myself instead of just for you So I’d rather be lonely And live for the moment I’ll meet my friends in the strobe lights And feel all the love from the night life So I’d rather be lonely I hate your controlling I’ll caress my pain on the dance floor I’ll let myself go and then go more I’ve been ravenous for a new life outside my head, boy I’ve been lacking energy to move out of my bed, boy And you know it, you know it, you know it It’s been way too long since you and I have felt alive We’re drowning in minutes and being anchored with a tide, boy And you know it, you know it, you know it