what am I

Breathed in the lie in forever Just when I started to wonder About the better, I gave in to The melody Who was I, a reflection of soul Searching? Like shit I wasn't ready I wasn't ready, I wasn't ready I-I-I Melted away to the remedy Of sleeping, hours of endless Weeping, didn't you know I'm the grenade ready to Explode, explode the whole Motherlode Ah-ah-ahh A troubled mind, pulled up With no reasons to give Now I'm rebranding babe For the sake of me myself And if I said it all then what am I To die, To die, to die To die, to die, to Melted away to the remedy Of sleeping, hours of endless Weeping, didn't you know I'm the grenade ready to Explode, explode the whole Motherlode Ah-ah-ah