On Me

Let it rain down on me I been going through some shit I cannot even lie Let it rain down on me Lost too many people I still ask the lord why Let it rain down on me Swear all this pain make a nigga wanna cry Let it rain down on me Shoulda known you wasn't with me I can see it in your eyes Let it rain God's son don't speak my name in vain I made it through the storm yea I survived the rain I know they tired of hearing bout my fucking pain, yeah But all I got is fucking pain Imma love you passed my last breath Still remember you was there through that last death Almost broke down when I seen Lana in that casket Just turned 21 and now she gone that shit is mad stress What the f*ck is this gone do to me My Papi died I watched my father give the eulogy I shoulda told him right then about his impact Wish that I had been a man and really did that Instead I kept it all inside Fantasize bout homicide It's a never ending list of all I've done to make my mama cry I can't apologize, cause I meant it Momma your baby boy really demented Let it rain down on me I been going through some shit I cannot even lie Let it rain down on me Lost too many people I still ask the lord why Let it rain down on me Swear all this pain make a nigga wanna cry Let it rain down on me Shoulda known you wasn't wit me I can see it in ya eyes Let it rain All I know is violence I still remember running from them sirens All I got is anger and it's rising How I'm gone be a man if I'm not trying Cause I been letting fear run my life for too long I'm too afraid to love cause my heart be getting torn I runaway so much cause I'm scared I don't belong And I know you think I'm different but I really ain't that strong I done had niggas I call brother switch up on me Gave my heart to a bitch and she jumped on it You swore you didn't want that nigga then you fucked on him They never loved me from the jump they was just fronting I shoulda beat him till he died make that nigga meet his death I shoulda loved Aeisha better that's the thing that I regret Yea I be growing you don't know it cause you can't see where I left But my heart still beats for you with every breath that hit my chest Let it rain down on me I been going through some shit I cannot even lie Let it rain down on me Lost too many people I still ask the lord why Let it rain