Twin

Just walked out my momma crib Packed my shit up and my demons I don't take no disrespect Nigga I'll die bout my Arethas My momma crying tears cause she don't understand just why I'm leaving I'm really writing this to my reflection cause we both like Steven And God gone put us to the test Heart broke and sunk in my chest Can't even say I tried my best If I'm still losing to my flesh Knowing what I gotta do and who I gotta be Trying not to give my rage control that shit like God to me What will grow is what you water's my philosophy So of course my heart a brick I watered poppy seeds And now I'm high off the anger I keep This where I live how I'm supposed to put the danger to sleep But we ain't never gone win if we ain't right within They say I favor either parent but I say I'm like my twin Refusing to show love to your reflection is neglecting Standing on my ten there's just no way I can respect it You was supposed to be my twin Thought we was gone ride to the end And I'm not tryna make excuses for what I did But how I'm supposed to move on without my twin Thought you was my twin Oh oh Thought you was my dog you was in my left titty Screamed ride or die I thought you would ride with me You my mini me Tell me what it really mean You say that you don't care but that shit sound just like you killing me Cause how you don't care if I'm here or if I'm gone And if it doesn't matter then I'll just leave it alone Crying on the phone but tell you that I'm fine Thought you was my rib I had your back I was your spine But now I see the fact that those bones was always broken And the story's always changing cause the authors your emotions You free to spread your wings I can't be mad that you been roaming But if this love is dead then let me just give my condolence Let me say a prayer For what it used to be And if it was a lie then just for what it was to me You was supposed to be my twin Thought we was gone ride to the end And I'm not tryna make excuses for what I did But how I'm supposed to move on without my twin Thought you was my twin Oh oh Used to be my dog you was in my left titty Screamed ride or die I thought you would die with me