Escaping

My mind Thoughts in disarray What made sense yesterday Makes none today It all goes Nowhere I turn to you for help But you just laugh at me I got to run away Where can I go? I wonder When I fall apart Who will pick up the pieces Can't find joy It's slipping through my fingers I Don't know who to blame So I'll just blame me It's not an easy way But I'll walk it On my own I still can't make sense Of why I feel like this Chasing happiness Escaping When I fall apart Who will pick up the pieces Can't find joy It's slipping through my fingers Don't know how To make myself feel better I feel like a burden When I fall apart Who will pick up the pieces Can't find joy It's slipping through my fingers Afraid to heal Like I don't deserve it I feel like a burden to me