Fake Reality

I'm lost once again Living in my dreamland When it all gets so much I just escape to my mind If only it were true Won't suffer all this pain Again I'll take one more chance In my made-up world I'd rather waste a lifetime To live inside this thought Surrendered in the lies I created So no one ever knows, I've been breaking I've seen you in the past You're there to ease my sorrow I feel but I can't touch Won't be like that tomorrow The love I have for you Is true, it feels so real No one will know the truth Cause only I can feel I know you don't exist But I wish you were there Again I'll take one more chance In my made-up world I'd rather waste a lifetime To live inside this thought Surrendered in the lies I created So no one ever knows, I've been breaking Still catch myself being on the thought of you I'm fighting back the pulling of the truth I made a beast to kill us both and end it all Reality kicks back Again I'll take one more chance In my made-up world I'd rather waste a lifetime To live inside this thought Surrendered in the lies I created So no one ever knows, I've been breaking I can fake it 'Cause no one ever knows, I've been breaking