Stranger

Away from home I see these stranger faces all around All alone I lose myself in this ugliness I found This cage I made for me and I will never leave Strange place It's me that's faceless or everyone but me For so long I searched for something intimate to me Failure My second nature side by side with me Where can I go now? This face I see on the mirror and I don't recognize This look I saw the terror sketching in my eyes This life I cannot feel my blood pump in my veins Just lies Pretend it's all the same, nothing's changed I wish That no one feels the way that I do now Despise Myself then you see me after some time And I'm not the same I see your face in the middle of the crowd One more illusion comes to haunt me now Spent so much time my life on hold And all I want is to get back home Old days are gone, I loathe you now Where can I go to find myself out I wish I was the one I used to be Before everything changed to what it is Oh, where is it? Where is my old self? Old wounds won't heal I am someone else Oh, it is strange Doesn't feel the same Away from home Old times Won't come back now I've got to make amends New times I have to find ways to survive them Long time ago I searched for something that resembles home Long time ago I lost a lifetime in denial for What's now my life I see your face in the middle of the crowd One more illusion comes to haunt me now Spent so much time my life on hold And all I want is to get back home Old days are gone, I loathe you now Where can I go to find myself out I wish I was the one I used to be Before everything changed to what it is Away from home That's how it is Away from home That's how it is