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Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders I swear these nights keep getting even colder  All these things they eating at my soul  So many things that I gotta let go  I'm not the same  My old ways  Yeah they gotta go  No more delay  I hate feeling this way  I hate feeling this way Every time we get closer  I fall right back in my ways  So many times I had fell astray  But I guess I had better days  I said I wouldn't be the same  But I keep feeling all these pains  I promised I was gon' change  But I keep yelling your name  Lost I don't know where to go  Like I'm wearing blind folds  Put you after my goals  Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders I swear these nights keep getting even colder  All these things they eating at my soul  So many things that I gotta let go  I'm not the same  My old ways  Yeah they gotta go  No more delay  I hate feeling this way  I hate feeling this way Wake up early mornings just to lay & pray  Falling off my word lord I am so afraid  I need you with me guiding me day by day  Need all of these pains of life to go away  I'm in a drought  Need to go a different route  I'm in & im out  God I gotta work it out  I'm in & im out  God I gotta work it out Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders I swear these nights keep getting even colder  All these things they eating at my soul  So many things that I gotta let go  I'm not the same  My old ways  Yeah they gotta go  No more delay  I hate feeling this way  I hate feeling this way