LAST THING

Sorry for being pretentious I just wanna send a message Sorry for telling the truth Sorry that you do not get it Know i been up in the booth Making shit they wont forget uh I just hope they dont forget it Came in the game i wont exit uh Know its been different since Sugar came out Blood on my hands And gospel out my mouth I wanna know what i grew up without Sick of the turmoil Sick of the doubt I wont apoligize I own the finish line Im just the buisness type I came to redefine I came to take whats mine I came to leave the rest When i come back to the city ill be the best Gather the horses Come get the tanks Climb up the mountains Travel the plains Devil cant kill me Sick of the pain If he could kill ne Id be dead today woah woah Talking like i done already made it Talking like i aint afraid to fake it Talking like i am already famous Dont know why i am not way past a-list Talking like i done got the nudes I make news just to meet the crews Went to santa yeah i went to cruz See them cameras boy we gotta move I think imma curve I think imma curve uh yh Tell me whats the word Tell me whats the word uh uh Ill never reverse Ill never reverse uh uh Tell me im the worst Tell me im the worst uh uh Yall been faking Yall dispensible Im chilling on it woah Id get mad about the shit But thats really just how it goes When you come from 95th Its questionable where youll go Turned my passion into plays I had em smiling on the low Recently yall so fake Yall make songs to be replaced Im the cheif like keef case I keep a stack in the breif case I been through hell so many times I dont know how im not divorced But satan cant kill me today I know it yeah, not a choice When i came into this world I came into it innocent And now ive cussed so many times You think im sailing on a ship I said my ego got control of me There aint a person holding me I wanna make it at 15 Even if it costs older me At 13 my biggest fear was being alone At 15 my biggest fear now is being judged I tell em every time they ask me Im doing fine But i been down so long That its looking like up Its looking like up Its looking like everytime i say something Its stuck Now my hands are cold Now my heart is frigid All my friends in different states Ill be back in a minute Its been one year since the last time i went to my hometown Cuz my hometown Stopped feeling like my home Cuz when you know what to do With the rest of your life Its easy as f*ck to get up and go And it held me back My parents divorced And my mom was an alchoholic My dad and i never spoke until recently Cuz back then he was beating me I got trauma from it that shit Affects me today But despite this all Know i still kept a smile on my face Its not an l if you learn I will always survive They want it so bad but I wont let em have none of mine I grew up in a time Where looking at screens was normal For 8 hours a day I wish i knew what to tell you I wish i had all the answers But my judgement gets mighty clouded When doubt spreads through me like cancer Its just a notch in my belt My belt is so full of notches Its just the time on my watch But im starting to hear the watch tick You cant take my hope from me You cant take hope Life might be a fight but I know i want all the smoke They told me to give up I thought that that was a great joke Im gonna make this last one count So be sure to take some notes When i wrote this mixtape I came in ignorant But left with a new view on this music shit Now im dilligent I started it back in april 2022 And this is the product of the life i lived And im giving to you I wrote so many songs pretending To be someone that i wasnt But eventually i found my fucking brothers Found my cousins And you know its word to Henry rivaan jovanny and alex and david Im gonna get up on that pedistal I know imma make it Its the earth that im shaking And its the globe that im trotting And its the suit that im casing And im gonna line my wallet And imma donate to charity Ill come in with an objective I thank the lord every day That he gave me a new perspective Thank goodddddd Thank godddddd