LIGHTS / GOLD v2

I can't tell you What I'm really thinking any given time I'm behind the curtains And I shy away from all the lights I could fly away and then come back I know yall celebrate And that's word to alex david jovanny rivann and wade Mmm I couldn't do it if I tried to I like to act indifferent I'll go outta my way to slight you Mm Can't fight you I'm past that I'm past wack And I'm up at it Just because your hearts in the right place Don't mean you win Just because you asked for salvation Aint cleansed of son I like to cry then pretend That I keep it deep within I like to try and pretend like I do not need a friend But I can't do it alone My folks put in too much work To make it all beautiful And I been travelling thru space I think I'm a mad hatter And I know you hate it now But please trust me it gets sadder And we Go farther and play harder There's more potential I didn't come to play around Only do the essentials I've lived in three different states Four different moves Three different years Can't catch a break Move I can't tell you What I'm really thinking any given time Im behind the curtains And I shy away from all the lights I could fly away and then come back I know yall celebrate And that's word to alex david jovanny rivann and wade Uh Ooh Yall switch up For the paystub Walking around Acting hard like you hate love Homophobic biphobic misogynistic Losing focus Running outta steam I can see my dreams I just need to focus Tunnel vision I'm running thru it please get to moving No excuses Please cut the music And say your deuces Find god and come back to mes Get humbled Cuz you aint no diety And you can't be free of me See you can't get rid of me I am just to hungry Try to tell me get another job Man that shits funny I work a side gig baby But music always the main chick Im juggling a career I leap for shit Your just bouncing Somebody tell me to do a verse I'll give it 100 percent Id like to mention snowing Tyler aint gave me my purse yet I know a lot of villians chilling like there's nothing wrong No wonder you get 1k a week you have like 100 songs Uh That's like ten streams each Try to get you to pirate logic But you cant make beats I'm dodging the bad energy I'm headed for the goal I don't mean to be preachy But I'm going for gold yeah Yeah Yeah Going for gold