YOU NEED ME

Been switched up so many times Im the light with it Made it through the dark so many times Im light with it Brand new polo from the store Its light fitting Told em that im coming back for more I came with it Telling me how much you dont need me Then needing me They tell me that they love me And i swear that stays decieving me All i ever wanted Was some people to believe in me All i ever wanted Was some people to agree with me I remember days when it was stressed Chapped lips And blistered hands with blistex Chapstick I dont even like relaxing Too much on my chest The pressures weighing on me to deliver So many options to go through And im only tryna figure But at the End of the day Im the only one to rely on Wish i had a me in my life Im just an icon Im still that same kid Coming up on 95th Cracker with it like the ritz Never trusting any bitch Back inside the storage place Always fearing the worst case If you told me stop i know i wouldnt Always in a stubborn way Why would i stop for you? Thats like halfway through the marathon Hitting the store Only if they knew the shit i went through Yeah im pretty sure And its really tempting to let loose And let em have it But i keep the anger in me I guess thats a bad habit And im tryna make money But god damn its taxing Put girl into a taxi Dont need her to see this one To much negative in my heart I might just press em Imma need press confrence Just to talk shit Hit it raw bitch While im on the buisness call rich Pro and con are opposites Whats opposite of progress Congress Telling me they love me But its false bitch Say you dont need me but you do I got nothing left to lose Imma leave this one up to you You I aint even mad at em Just kinda hurt I guess we were kinda tight But i guess we werent I knew if i put my trust in em Theyd take advantage But i never thought anyone Could do this damage Know these people like comedians They real stand ups Fake friends fake love Its for the cameras Fake smiles fake drugs Fake fucking with your clique Fake faking fake so much Its vacant in this bitch Aint ate in like a few days Wont stop till they switch Wont stop till they flinch Wont stop till they miss Cuz i know i dont miss Yeah i know i dont miss James coming with the hits James coming with the hits But The world gone spin without me I wont have a pity party And make it about me Contemplated suicide But i still didnt didnt do it Know this dream kept me alive So shout out to music And thats the one flame The olympic torch That wont burn out Reguardless of weather Im suffering from burn out Im still gonna peep out the curtain To see the turnout Im still gonna act like im certain On what ill be now See now And you know all these bitches senile I ain't even really been with it for a while Ay I could spit this shit off the top Off the dome Whatchu really know Whatchu really know Imma hit it right Every time Like a metronome and If this a race then I guess imma go Imma Beat all of em If it kills me Thats the g left in me Thats the real me Say you dont need me but you do I got nothing left to lose Imma leave this one up to you You