Am I Delusional????

Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? I kinda hope so I kinda hope so. Yeah, I kinda hope so Am I crazy, or is it just a dream? Life's a puzzle, I can't find the right piece In the echoes of my thoughts, I find my conclusion Drowning in these sorrows, facing the illusion Everybody's lying, sit there in confusion Mind is always racing, can't think through the movement I don't feel like trying, when it's me who's losing I was dream chasing, right there's the delusion Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? I kinda hope so I kinda hope so. Yeah, I kinda hope so Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? I kinda hope so I kinda hope so. Yeah, I kinda hope so Mirror reflection, distorted perception Am I chasing shadows or seeking resurrection Filter through a thousand just to find connection Get it through my head, there is no perfection Sometimes I say I love you just to get affection Not thinking about my actions or how you are affected I know I'm not better, why I got so many exes When you stop talking, I receive that message Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? No, I don't know Am I delusional? I kinda hope so I kinda hope so. Yeah, I kinda hope so