Thoughts

Welcome to my thoughts I know I may seem crazy Spent so much time getting hazy Now everyday on the daily I get lazy, and that ain't me Cause I know God said that He made me For a purpose, I just hope I ain't wasting All the gifts that He gave me Well welcome to my thoughts A place that gets so dark Just wanna share the light But sometimes, there's evil in my heart Welcome to my thoughts And there are times I'm a saint But most times I'm a sinner and I ain't Gon' lie, like the paint gon' dry In a blink of an eye, cause it all takes time If you change your mind, you can change your life Well, that's easier said than done In the middle of the night When the demons coming in and they all willing to fight Like hold up Cause you know what I am on Trying to do it all on my own Never worked out for anyone But still it's hard for me to open up cause I'm just scared of not being enough And I'm scared that I don't deserve the love These are thoughts that the devil wanna shove In my mind I just try to push it out Welcome to my thoughts A place that gets so dark Just wanna share the light But sometimes, there's evil in my heart Welcome to my thoughts Welcome to my thoughts Where I think I'm not enough Cause I think I'm not enough And I don't deserve your love I don't deserve your love That's why I turn to drugs Well welcome to my thoughts A place that gets so dark Just wanna share the light But sometimes, there's evil in my heart Welcome to my thoughts