Unreliable

I'm tired of relying on the unreliable Liable of being viable to be pliable Shifted in directions and a change of motivation Drifting past reflections on myself being complacent Living in a world that's so damn counterfeit I look for validation every time I grab the mic and spit I talk about my essence, they talk about they drip I'll rip your craftsmanship like it's a paper comic strip The world's at your fingertips, but you choose to pistol grip Then bite other's style like a stale potato chip People be malignant and try to make me stagnant But they try to tear my piece into a hundred different fragments I dance they little dance and stay so cerebral Then I keep them crying like a burning cathedral I dream of being prolific or a little more horrific And be remembered through the ages like a hieroglyphic My mindstate's unreliable, but I'm so reliable My lack of success is justifiable Unreliable, unreliable, reliable, Unreliable, unreliable, reliable My mindstate's unreliable, but I'm so reliable My lack of success is justifiable Unreliable, unreliable, reliable, Unreliable, unreliable, reliable Trying to be the protagonist of my own story Not a background actor, clawing for some glory No sycophantic actions coming from my way A slew of necromantic powers do whatever I say Aura of melancholic vibes, I'm surrounded How I keep on living, even I'm astounded Filled with an affinity for extreme eminence Only match to my sheer benevolence Eviscerate the negativity from out my mind Only then will I really begin to shine Finding happiness feels like serendipity It just blends in with my thoughts using mimicry And anytime it appears it disappear suspiciously Maybe it's cause I'm stuck in a industry Whatever it may be, it makes me hate myself unconditionally And think I should end myself abysmally My mindstate's unreliable, but I'm so reliable My lack of success is justifiable Unreliable, unreliable, reliable, Unreliable, unreliable, reliable My mindstate's unreliable, but I'm so reliable My lack of success is justifiable Unreliable, unreliable, reliable, Unreliable, unreliable, reliable