Numb

Soul searching. What you know What how do you feel It's so numbing stone-cold A faint distraction in the wrists brain and hands A new direction ready but not sleek Never too clear never to speak A leap through A new day I sit here and contemplate reality What is really going on Why For how long What will become Will the truth shine through Will it be real or just another story tale of who knew Numb I cannot speak Numb I wish to peak A somber joyousness moment Can it be true How will it be Who will turn Who will see I've been out of touch but rising and learning a new way of life A new way of being take it to tha heart People who care so much about me Who are honest and give me such pleasure Always educating alwayz a fun way to play while sitting there And learning loving each and every day Take each moment for tha moment Because as we all know nothing no matter how gelling of a feeling No matter how high one can be the dark days are for us to see feel and learn from Such hope such laughter with the ones you love You think now and back of hopefully the good times to come I clench my teeth my body feels weak Who really cares Whose to blame Who to look to for hope and guidance so one does not fall and scrap her knees Bleeding so badly it never heals In tha art of her beauty In the description of her eyez I look to you and find no surprise And I seek for you nott One let down after another Get used to it When it's up it's up When it's low it's low How low will you go What is low How low High How high really Have you seen this and that and everything in between Look to me. You have never seen Tha distance in which I am too to become A thought of mishaps a forgotten butterfly Flying flying flying and flying