Vanishing Girl

Mars, you are so funny Maybe you were born this way or Maybelline Maybe all this shit came to you in a motherfucking dream Maybe I was rolling high right off a beam Maybe shit was fucking blurry, made it hard for me to see So I fell into the trap that you laid And I fell into the bed that I made And I wondered what would happen if you stayed But you didn't I should've listened And I'd do it again She was my best friend And I don't care if I get hurt Cause I just wanna have fun And you're the only fun I need We can both smoke weed even though I don't smoke But I'm hoping that I hope that you smoke with me If it means we together by the ropes We can elope I tell the truth, make it sound like it's a joke You make my heart soft like a fucking egg yolk Maybe we could hold hands, wearing matching raincoats or maybe we could both dance in the rain with no coats I just need another chance and maybe we could do both I'm just saying, I was there before the glow up I'm just saying, maybe you could pick your toes up And put your hands in my hands like a cup on a coaster I'll be the bread in your toaster I'll be the gun in your holster And if you see me jump, you the one who gon' bolster And I never knew you But I can tell you got a loose screw And that nigga too new And he don't know you like I know you You, uh Like when it rains and it thunders You get all frightened and flustered You don't like ketchup or mustard You're a good sister to your older brother You don't get along with your mother But I know that you really love her You ask me why do I love her Cause she was there when I needed it most At her birthday party, she's a good host I aint had no fun, but still It was just time to kill And she was really chill Until she wasn't, uh I call her aunt auntie But we not cousins