inevitability

Do it or don't Time will pass anyway And I know I'll be there with a second of hope Crying at my gravestone Hope that it's fine I'll be here sitting watching the time I'll be here sitting watching you cry But never there to apologize Cause it was in my head, and I messed it And it was in yours too, did you check it? I've been on my phone since 11, you didn't call And I've been too scared to message Knowing it's okay to fret it Over again in my head And it never stops Don't you say it's what I wanted Don't you say it was a long time coming Things never felt so inevitably how I wanted them to be Things never felt so predictable when I was lying on my feet In the street Do it or don't Time will pass either way that you go There's a fork in the road so which way goes to home? Only you know All I can do is watch you go but all you can do is walk me home Just do it or don't Cause it was in my head, and I messed it And it was in yours too, did you check it? I've been on my phone since 11, you didn't call And I've been too scared to message Knowing it's okay to fret it Over again in my head And it never stops Don't you say it's what I wanted And don't you say it was a long time coming Things never felt so inevitably how I wanted them to be But things never felt so predictable when I was lying on my feet In the street I watched every minute I cried every bit of it You bought me some flowers So I watered your garden We bought an apartment And made it a palace And then we both trashed it And I wanted to clean it so bad And I wanted to fix what we had so badly But some things are deemed unfixable to the people you want the most As long as you remember what we toasted to I just wanted to help you and in doing so I think I broke my own heart in two Do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it or don't