Foggy Days

Foggy days felt between flesh and bones Got it locked away to a secret spot they'll never know Whisper, dare I smile out loud, fall silently Keeping these clear days (Lock it away) Stop playing (Stop playing) Got myself down in the ocean and it keeps raining (And it keeps raining) Now I'm drowning in love potions y'all keep on saying Stop before you overdose, a heart on a chain cause this shit is frozen Them foggy days (Them foggy days) From when you said you'd be there, you're always late So I threw the pictures and scattered them on the table Re-evaluate my life now I am able to be faithful To my self (To myself) Now I'm letting go, I think of no one else cause Nobody checked to see about my health and I'm on my own and I'm doing so fucking well (Yeah), it's fucking hell (Yeah) What can I do I'd rather just stay home and write songs in my room, yeah Tricks up my sleeve but somehow managed to be clueless F*ck all the influence, I'm bout to do it cause of my blues that Lay in the summer Life starts going so slow, I gotta get to running I got that's sadness and act a bit dummer Beats on my heart from that one fucking drummer It's such a bummer (Fucking bummer) Life update I bought a house up in the hills in isolation I sat in silence just so I don't go crazy Told everyone I was fine, it was amazing Just fucking great, but them foggy days (Them foggy days) I started to think and thought that I have to write it Down in my feelings just sit in this fucking silence I started thinking about how these moments are timeless Let's stop this violence, stop being mindless Safe and sound, keep it locked up so they'll never find the key here Got Chains on my heart and I know it's not healthy, but Chains on my heart and I'll never let it be free (Yeah) It's like a relapse Coast isn't clear The tides jump and turn inside, but watch the light cause They told me not to run and play with fires I didn't listen I trusted my own desires Trusted the fires, trusted my liars Life update, put on my fox skin to become a snake and Put eyes and ears everywhere it's my infiltration They tried to run me dry and it's not a race but, I'm still pacing So I said (So I said) I'm doing this shit just for me and mind my business My general future cause that's what I'm missing And all the times that people never listened, they should've listened It's gonna come You'll get whatever you want just gotta list it Manifest destiny, gotta stay lifted Greatness is coming for those of you that's wishing Just keep wishing, Cause you're gifted Cause you're gifted