I Couldn't Bring Myself To Say...

My father left when I was in my teens He was always just ashamed of me My mother spent all her time in bed Turns out she was just trapped in her own head My brother turned to drugs and alcohol Just so he couldn't feel anything at all My mind is broken into scattered fragments The weight is too heavy, this pain seems endless Spent so many nights with tear filled eyes And I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye (Goodbye) My demons are all I ever held close When my friends all left me out in the freezing cold And I tried to rebuild myself with lovers and strangers Just to hide the fact that I was in danger My mind is broken into scattered fragments The weight is too heavy, this pain seems endless Spent so many nights with tear filled eyes And I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye (Goodbye) My mind is broken into scattered fragments The weight is too heavy, this pain seems endless Spent so many nights with tear filled eyes And I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye (Goodbye) (Goodbye) (Goodbye) (Goodbye) (Goodbye)