Gossamer-thin heart bleak

She's gone, I'm gone I'm losing it Losing my head again At a loss of words How come I always End up lost and afraid He's gone, you're gone Everybody's dead Gone to sleep again It's my last resort How come I always End up lost and afraid You were the coldest of sores We go a bit without a word Please don't stay a memory Even if it was nothing but a dream Surely you're off with another one Me, I'm off to walk alone And maybe to fall off a ledge This world is all too much It's quite the empty void, you know And yet I bare it Endlessly believing You'll be home again She's gone, I'm gone I'm losing it Losing my head again At a loss of (How come, I) End up astray (Always, end up) End up afraid (Lost and, afraid) He's gone, you're (Scared) Everybody's dead (They always were) (Might as well die too) It's my last resort (It's all my fault) How come I (Haven't already tried to) End (The pain) Scum in head, come again I feel this stuff again Morbid in the orbit While I listen your stuff again Bustling with thoughts Of aerospace, you're going dumb again Hustling to keep a peace Of mind, you're going numb again Worshipping your God High above, like where is he The neighbor tells me You just lack a sense of envy Jealous type With righteous power overall You think you know it all? Look into the mirror If you want to watch it all fall Down, like the crown of the king When the servants and slaves Terrorize all of his reign Surely could be worse I gain a new pain everyday And I'd better off with pills And maybe someone slain Like me a dude Nothing much but a buttercup And a homesick little boy Who doesn't care if he dies Like spirit kicking dirt I'll return back to Earth Cause' in another world I'm a girl who's got it all