Post mortem panda

On my way to the dentist I wound up in a dilemma God told me He would cure it I just asked for my toothbrush Heard the news on who died Shed a tear or two, I lied Asking for homework or floss I guess I'm just always wrong I promise not to waste my life away Just like he always told me too But this is apophenia 'Cause I just wanted something I could connect to, so darling Won't you just give me a chance? Please leak my obituary Bet you I'll just smile, nod and carry on Peaking while I can, preaching feelings On the daily, every season, all the time I'm alone, but it's fine, sike, I'm nigh Waiting for a good high, to jump off of And escape, all the troubles in my mind Maybe not, but I'm a coward, either way I'm done with rejection, so dejected Intersected on the highway of my faith Keeping hope is easier said than done But hey, I try, it just get's a little hard When all my family must die And when I go weeks without it You know what it is, and that's also why I can't seem to feel happy anymore Maybe with a girl, a pearl, time outside Well, who knows, but now I'm sore Who has me Happy? It makes me happy It makes me want to cry Happy? Am I happy? Am I alive? Who has me, happy? Who makes me sad? Oh, who can have me Happy?