Wish you were an anarchy

I've been wanting to end it all Since last year, in the late Fall I can't wait to be eighteen But for now, it's just a dream And I wish I was an anarchy Wish you were an anarchy I would jump off those stairs But I'm a little scared And I know I made a promise But I'm just being honest I wish I was an anarchy Wish you were an anarchy Haven't heard it in a while The thought of it, it makes me smile And I know I'm in the wrong And I don't belong But I wish I was an anarchy And I wish I was an anarchy I'm so confused I'm so confused I'm not confused We're all confused My life moves in circles Round and round the merry Goes into a coma Goes into a coma Lying open waiting Knowing that there's nothing better There's nothing better, for us