Disjointed

Here I am again I think I've earned this time To kick back and enjoy some feelings of fine Into the room of shadows and mischievous smiles I'm tired of myself, I'm tired of the humdrum Before long I'll pillow the thoughts of this life All of my worries will all go bye bye The pleasure receptors will all start to fire But what of this light shines from a lie? Here in the field we count the stars But often loose sight of where we're going What's the deal, why is it oh so hard To find my way back there to my home? You know who is knocking just one more time You can take me in secret it'll all be just fine I don't know why you worry tomorrow you'll find That side of yourself that you like so much better So go check it out, cut all the ties If you happen to see someone just hide your eyes Ride it all out to the other side And promise yourself it's the last time you surf this tide Here in the field we count the stars But often loose sight of where we're going What's the deal, why is it oh so hard To find my way back there to my home?