Wine

Can't see the other side no survival This world will make you crazy like you van gogh I'm preaching in my head need a bible I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal I'm fighting all my demons in the night time I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine Pray to the cross deal with the loss so faithfully Tryna be kind leading the blind courageously Stuck in my brain leading the way so carelessly Feeling the weight on my back tripping on density Drunk on my thoughts cloud up my mind like nicotine Hits in my chest put to the test I try to breathe Losing my vision stuck in a prison no inner peace Ice round my neck cold in my heart I start to freeze Can't see the other side no survival This world will make you crazy like you van gogh I'm preaching in my head need a bible I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal I'm fighting all my demons in the night time I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine I got some angels watching over me They're filling up my mind with empathy Feels like I'm losing my identity While I'm just tryna build a legacy I gotta let go when the times right Can't be reminiscing life in the dark night Can't be dreaming about us dancing in the moonlight In the rain it gives me pain I need some insight I need some insight cause I can't see My mind is an abyss I'll never be free I'm feeling all the pressure weighing on me I feel the stress in my chest in my body I feel the stress in my chest but I'm faded So much caffeine in my veins but I'm jaded I'm losing time reminiscing of the past To the place where I lost my mind but I hate it I hate my lifestyle drinking all week I'm sipping on the liquor now I can't speak My head is getting bitter now my heart's sweet Now I'm looking at the mirror of my lost dreams Can't see the other side no survival This world will make you crazy like you van gogh I'm preaching in my head need a bible I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal I'm fighting all my demons in the night time I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine