A Saint's Rage

This is a saint's rage This is a saint's rage Those days still fresh in my mind Slowly dying for a good time Let myself go for way too long Should have known the path I took was wrong All I wanted was to feel good All I wanted was to feel joy Couldn't make a choice for myself Couldn't hear my thoughts over noise What am I doing to myself What am I doing I need help I'm all alone in this room The glamour, it had me fooled This is a saint's rage This is a saint's rage Coming down Coming down You hear no sound I always knew that I was sleeping with a lie Why did I choose you every single time? You're the one that I'm afraid to lose I have to pick, I have to choose In life, I face my fears So this time, I lose you (This is a saint's rage) I choose to lose you Lose you (This is a saint's rage) I choose to lose you Lose you (This is a saint's rage) I choose to lose you Lose you (This is a saint's rage) I choose to lose you