Burden of Dreams

You're special You're shining I'm desolate I'm restless You're perfect I'm worthless Determined To lie You're special You're shining I'm desolate I'm restless You're perfect I'm worthless Determined To lie Your lips they taste like cleaning products Kiss them till they gone Feeling strong to murmur words that don't make any sense Losing color in my lies I can't tell difference between the black and white I'm telling everyone I'm doing fine But stay inside Staying glued to sticky carpets I'm too stubborn not to speak in abstract ways Never vulnerable I spin a yarn of fiction with the ends they splitting into bits Until my story finished and I finally fizzle out Brain cells sizzle till it seeping out the snout I don't know What to do Without you You're my muse You're my love Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough I don't know What to do When I'm stuck Cause you could care less if I lied about my life Just a sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette You're special You're shining I'm desolate I'm restless You're perfect I'm worthless Determined To lie You're special You're shining I'm desolate I'm restless You're perfect I'm worthless Determined To lie