Sunrise&Sunset

I'm a houseplant you should never water Let me wither in the winter world around me dither when I take a step back Step back to black and I fade to obscurity Finally giving in to insecurities Said to be myself but now you're scared of me Twisting pirouettes on spinning sawblades A dancer in a gambit made of love Finally seeing red in all shades of grey We're not done but we act like we are Don't know why we try to move on Past the point of no return I've failed once and maybe just a few more times Understand why you don't want to try Always gone concern myself with what everybody thinks about me Especially you with your look of disappointment Know I'm so annoying Know I can't enjoy shit Whining mocking birds cry for help stepping on they wings Singing lovely songs for morbid lovers Know I'm wrong you don't need to hit the buzzer Tossing turning can't discern it Feelings serving certain persons Verses for my people burning out I heard you loud and clear Always tryna get away Please just let me skate away Till the wheels fall off Till my heart beat too hard that it stop I've been bound to these city streets Let them bend my path into circles can't escape What a nice day just to melt in the blazing sun Just like icarus got a taste of what I truly want Rusted wheels Wounds they never heal Gouge them open tell me how it feel Nothings real Rusted wheels Wounds they never heal Gouge them open tell me how it feel Nothings real Rusted wheels Wounds they never heal Gouge them open tell me how it feel Nothings real Rusted wheels Wounds they never heal Gouge them open tell me how it feel Nothings real