The Life & Times of Candace Newmaker

I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore Part of me still holding on Part of me cant even move on Part of me knows that I'm not strong I been getting so sick of speaking in these metaphors I been wrapped inside a blanket hoping that I'll end up as a better person Suffocating on intrusive thoughts I wasn't meant to make no friends and live alone I always been surrounded by the people that I don't love Don't care about Don't want staring at me in a cage when I just stepped on the key When I know that you never liked being free Bugs in my skin keep on screaming at me Playing with the house we built on matches Light one up Stuff it in my mattress I'm the only audience in a world made of actors Laughing all alone in the theatre cause I know that I don't matter I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore Just like commission that's keeping me distant Just like the cellular keepin' me kickin' It's wasted away, got it packed in the feelin' All my love gettin' stacked to the ceilin' Look up to you, but I hate my decisions Hating my interests You just care bout all the systems The money, the victim Just constantly bitchin' Can't even see what you missin' But it's like that, got it F*ck your fake smile, Imma pocket All that I lost on my conscience All you ever wanted was the profit Keep my mental tied up and locked it I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore I dont wanna be reborn Always been a quitter I dont wanna see you anymore