do you ever think about me?

Do you ever think about me? I know I think about you When you're drunk, high or confused Do you think of the guy you once knew? Do you ever think about me? I know I think about you Every single minute of every day Or once every blue moon? (But fun leads to drugs And it leads to over-romanticising about something It'll make you feel stuck And now, you've got to burn all the bridges that you built from nothing) I need her more than ever 'Cause I'm still not feeling better I tried so hard and I thought it worked But there ain't no way I could ever forget her We haven't spoke in a year, thought I'd write her a letter I got stuck at the address, threw it out altogether I thought I'd know her forever, from the day that I met her Now I sit here on my own and I just sound like a beggar Got these voices in my head, and they're telling me they saw you So much shit has happened, you're the one that I would talk to Now I speak to therapists, they tell me to ignore you I don't take their advice ever, but I should probably ought to Do you ever think about me, girl? I know I think about you When you're drunk, high or confused Do you think of the guy you once knew? Do you ever think about me? I know I think about you Every single minute of every day Or once every blue moon? (I've been convincing myself That you need my help But I'm only dreaming 'Cause when I'm sleeping, your aura is all that I smell This paranoia is hell I know the feeling too well The devil met me in my dreams and gave me your number to bell) Now, everything's changed I wish it had stayed the same But I take responsibility 'cause I push these people away And now, I'm counting the days Since we were last face to face The number's way too high now, maybe it never gets erased And that's obviously what she wants She never will need to respond I know my place, and that's okay She doesn't need to correspond But she needs to know that I miss her I wish she was here but I wish her The best in life, if she's okay I'm okay with being out the picture Do you ever think about me, girl? I know I think about you When you're drunk, high or confused Do you think of the guy you once knew? Do you ever think about me? I know I think about you Every single minute of every day Or once every blue moon?