HEAVEN

I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong I keep letting people down, it must be getting long But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along My mind isn't strong I don't know where I belong All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god Brother, I'm dying Can you help me sister, I'm dying I can see my own reflection in the water when I'm crying That means I'm the only reason that I've given up on trying If I told you that I tried my best then Saint T would be lying Cuz he gave up at first glance And he had more than one chance He gives up before the show so he can fail in advance I didn't switch my stance Unorthodox from Saint T's start Now get this over with and let me bleed so I can do my part I keep talking about Saint T like we're different people Truth is I swoop down and blame him like a fucking eagle I hide all my insecurities inside this needle I'll still take the dosage even though it's fucking lethal This is the last time that you'll ever hear my fucking voice Whether that's Saint T or the Reece that some will know by choice I used to say I wanna make it and then bring my boys Half my boys ain't even here, there goes my dream, destroyed I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong I keep letting people down, it must be getting long But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along My mind isn't strong I don't know where I belong All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong I keep letting people down, it must be getting long But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along My mind isn't strong I don't know where I belong All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god Yeah