Never Ending

This shit is never ending, I can’t deal with it These pressurising ways make me wanna quit I’m so done with people saying I’m a lucky shit Cuz if I put you in my shoes, you’d be a hypocrite And the government control me yeah, I admit But I’ll never kiss their feet, I’ll try to counterfeit Man I used to be so happy, now I might commit I’m tryna fade into the dark but now the candles lit Like what bruv? I am not a bot bruv I cannot learn, write and work inside a box bruv Money is cool but money is not love I will not work if my happiness is pot luck And they tell me it’ll change but it never will I’ll be stuck inside a cycle with a lesser will My anxiety will kill me if I keep going to college But they won’t give me a break, now that’s a pressure kill This shit is never ending, here we go again I’ve been waiting for some help from this endless pain I only let one person in to try and keep me sane I don’t wanna let her down but I’m already drained But if somebody was next to me, I could be saved Although I don’t think I will ever see that fucking day People stop and talk but never wanna fucking stay They all flee when they see what’s in my fucking brain So I’m gonna put this blade to my wrist, let it slide I’m gonna put this noose round my neck, make it tied Nah I’ll probably just run, yeah I’ll probably just hide I can’t deal with the stress so I’m hopping off the ride Maybe one day I’ll be rich Maybe one day kiss the bride But probably not, I’ll be lonely when I’ve died And when I’m down in hell, you should know I never tried I just let my mind drift into the stars of the night You can do it bruv Nah shut the f*ck up I’m drowning from the pressure This shit is never ending Help me