Starting to Die (feat. BTB)

I'm starting to die On my own Why don't I feel I care at all? My body's a sea Of drugs Without the pills, I drown in it all I'm free falling Previous rain but now it's all pouring Life isn't worth living if it is boring "You need to wake up", fucking snoring But it's the morning So I'm ignoring The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important I don't listen to no warnings I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah They wanna prove I'm fucking lonely But they don't know me, they don't wanna know me My whole world is made of phoney's That don't know me, they don't wanna know me If you say you love me, show me Cuz I don't believe, no I don't believe Nobody cares, that's not in your head Listen to me, you don't wanna know them (Die, on my own Why don't I feel I care at all? My body's a sea Of drugs Without the pills, I drown in it all) Drugs have got me fucked up Think I lost my way again Looking at the photos Don't recognise myself again It hurts so bad that I was even happy then Cuz now I look at how I turned out, oh woah Watch who your friends are Cuz they might leave when it gets too hard Watch who you love on Cuz your friends might swing she gets him hard Life's a cycle Tryna figure out which path I'm on These drugs are tempting So I switch to them when the bitch is gone I'm starting to die On my own Why don't I feel I care at all? My body's a sea Of drugs Without the pills, I drown in it all I'm free falling Previous rain but now it's all pouring Life isn't worth living if it is boring "You need to wake up", fucking snoring But it's the morning So I'm ignoring The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important I don't listen to no warnings I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah