Lazy Days

Look at me I got the blunt in my mouth Fucked up on my couch Hit a lick and I'm out Lazy days waste away Turn to grey Falling inside of my willing to play Pointing fingers for no reason Loneliness is in season I guess I'm bored Snoring on some whores Door to door Foreign north Corner store Lord I can't afford the ore Or the shore for that matter Quit the chatter Add her to the fatter ladder Shatter her dreams F*ck it up please I don't believe All of these things Make me a creep But you do Guess I'll practice voodoo What am I to you A blue dude Cool fool F*ck it up like a loose noose I just push it aside And I take it in stride Can you look in my eyes And I swear I'm not high Maybe don't wanna fight Maybe under a light But maybe I'm actually running and gunning Don't know what I'm stunting Don't know what I'm hunting Out of my mind And don't tell me I'm fine And I'm falling in line With the rest of the vine I swear to f*ck I'm losing my mind Every time I try to die I lie awake at night And hope for sounds of silence But the lions keep finding Zion I am tired of writing I am tired of riding Im tired of finding the truth And exposing the weak every week Don't know what ima eat But I know what ima beat And it's not clean I do not do it with ease It is not how I intend to please So please It's so hard to not be father To this mother fucker I don't know if I could love her But I know she did a number On my heart she ripped apart I can start to jot these words down on this paper It won't make her fake her love for me So I just thankfully plead to my knees Oh jeez I don't mean to be mean But you are looking oh so sweet How about dinner this is my treat