The Watering Gates

Cause I'm never really here Still stuck in last year And it's not how I remember this place to be But this riverside park bench is all I know I've been gone for so long but I'm still not home No, I'm still lost But I can't change the way I am So I'll stay the same I'm holding tight to everyone who ever knew my name Knowing that I never wanted things to end this way No, maybe I'm the only one that's left to blame Because, no matter what I do, it all just ends the same