that's just how it goes Pt. 2

You don't even know How this song is gonna go Might just need to take it slow I will show you I'm the one Am I trippin' right now? How could I forget? Used to deal with people's problems, it made me upset And I did this on my own, I didn't need the rest Now they lookin' up to me, they're saying I'm the best What you mean? (Oh Lord) I don't sound depressed But I used to feel that way, yes and it was such a mess Couldn't figure what was going through my head You was going right so I went and took a left You might think it's funny cause you left me all alone Wasn't having fun no more, this ain't how it used to be We were either barely empty or nothing, just so you know I am not afraid to go and show you, cause that's how it goes Living life at my time Smoking just to get that high I was out with my friends Doing great things in the end Now I'm making more than what I used to do before All those friends we had, they're the ones we can't ignore But that's too late, I'm a better man I'ma love you while I can Don't want you to be upset Would you say something even If you're coming late? Never thought you would, I guess the tricks are playing me Love is a lie, everybody knows One more shot, we'll be drink and driving in the road I don't know If I can take it anymore You will find my body down the shoreline