Dying Inside

I have got to change my ways'Cause I'm losing my mindI have got to stop drinking'Cause I'm dying insideI feel twice as old as I amAnd it's getting worseI'm in the palm of habit's handI can't escape the curseThere is nothing that I can doI have no self controlI have let myself become deadI have ruined my soulEvery time I wake up sickI say never againBut then opportunity knocksAnd I'm wasted my friendI can't control my addictionI've tried time and time againI'm losing all my friends and loversAlcohol knows it's gonna winNow I have lost everythingAnd I really don't careEverybody that I have knownHas out cast me hereDrinking has wasted my lifeAnd I'm dying insideI feel twice as old as I amI've lost what left of my mindI can't control my addictionI've tried time and time againI'm losing all my friends and loversAlcohol knows it's gonna win