Paradise

Everyday I try to runaway Go to a place Where I can't see your face I see your face Everywhere I go When i think of you I say oh no Here we again Looking back on better days I thought my first love Would only be a phase But you're here to stay And I can't even lie There's a lot times When I think about you And I wonder to myself If you think of me too Or is it someone else Cause I can't be the only one Who wants to settle down so damn young Not me, not you But the best part of me Was you I showed you love You brought me joy You showed me love I brought you joy Now when you look at me You act like we were nothing Why you acting like the victim When you the one that Cut me out the picture Used to have a good life Now I lost a lot of time, yeah But you ain't go to waste You taught me things I could never erase I'll let you be mad If that's the case Pin the blame on me Like I was bad to you When really all I ever was Was good to you I treated you good I treated you great Heart full of love Suddenly turned to hate You tell me go Then you tell me wait How am I supposed to operate In a changing maze And I can't find my way I need your shine to help me navigate But your lights out Screaming for help And you shut me out Yeah you shut me out You shut the door Reminiscent feeling Cause I've been here before I showed you love You brought me joy You showed me love I brought you joy But I guess things change We are no longer the same Look at what we became Hating each other It's a shame I'm disappointed In your decisions It's what you wanted Tried to make it last But you ain't solid Sad and happy that you gone You brought me solace You gave me knowledge I picked you up When you were falling I picked up the phone When you were calling Calling my phone